burnout on burnout on burnout
I need to re-do my resume again, since it's not really hitting, apparently, and there's at least three or four jobs that I should apply for (and want to) even though I have at least one part-time thing locked down, and also I need to buckle down and do freelance work
I'm having so much trouble making myself do any of it. Even studying; it's not just that my motivation is gone, but a lot of it just feels existentially terrifying in a way I don't know how to deal with.